Thursday, October 29, 2009

MJ : This Is It


In march 2009, MJ announced at O2 Arena, London, that he would perform in major comeback concert titled This Is It. MJ said it would be his 'final curtain call', as he planned to retire after the concert. initially, there's only 10 date concert, but it was increased to 50 dates after record breaking ticket sales. the tour was under direction of choreographer/director, Kenny Ortega. the concerts wud hv commenced on july,13 and finished on march 6, 2010. but unfortunately, MJ died, less than 3 weeks b4 d first show, due to cardiac arrest (this is wat media had said)

imagine if the dream comes true, i wud say this concert will be phenomenal. PHENOMENAL. serious shit.

This Is It movie is basically about the rehearsal, backstage footage, interviews, video filming etc etc, as they prepared for the big concert. there's 11 main dancers were chosen for the concert. after a tough audition, of course. its like a dream comes true for them, i guess. the dancers are cute. the guitarists are supercool, the musics are great. and MJ himself is a genius!

i love d part where d 11 dancers turned into like 1100 dancers in 'they don't care about us' arghhhh. so cooollll!

serious masa tgk movie ni, like u'll sing along all the songs, and just hoping that this concert mmg betul2 berlansung. coz u can feel it, bebeh! by watching dis movie, korang akan cam, "aaaa tak sabar nye nak tgk concert niii!!" kinda thing. well u know, watch it first. then u'll feel d same way anyone wud feels after watching the movie.


for those yg belom tgk lagi, bleh la tgk trailer ni



more info about This Is It u can log on to : http://www.thisisit-movie.com/



________________________
yes. we do miss MJ.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

megan fox is a shemale?

argh. too bad isnt it? but who cares anyway? janji die hawwtt. aww (wtf byk sgt W neh?)


cant help myself. aku dgn kental dload jugak jennifer's body sbb adam brody ada blakon. yuhuu!!

siapa tu adam brody? mesti la mamat yg hot-in-his-own-way itu. with his curly hair. aaaaaa *drooling* appeared as seth cohen in the OC (long2 time ago huh? sapa big fan the OC mmg jatuh cintaaa dgn dis guy)



ok even aku rasa die only play ciput pny part. nevermind. janji ade. hahaha.

so sape2 nak dload bleh dload kat sini (but exclusively for premium rapidshare acc)

Jennifers.Body.TELESYNC.XviD-D3MoNZ
(the best quality i cud get. nak lebih2 tgk kat wayang. setel)



::crdt to okone @ oneddl.com::

everyone connects



new ad by TM. enjoy~

lu pikir ini jalan bapak lu punya????

gambar hiasan

ok. i know it sounds offensive and a lil bit harsh. but who cares??

aku mmg sumpah berbulu kalao org tua yg rasa dia cam expect bawak kereta, tak boleh nak respect others. especially kalau yg bawak kereta satu lagi tu org muda.


penunjuk:
kereta A dipandu oleh org muda
kereta B dipandu oleh org tua


first scenario:
kereta A sampai simpang dia stop, tapi kereta B tu tak perasan, or maybe prasan yg org muda ni tak pon gelabah nak kluar simpang, suddenly honk sekuat hati. seolah-olah nak beritahu: "hoi budak. tak reti bawak kereta ke?" and the worst part is, when they raised middle finger siap. wtf??


second scenario:
jalan sempit. kereta A tepi untuk kasi laluan kepada kereta B. and org tua tu buat muda toye je, angkat tangan pon tak reti, kadang2 siap buat muka lagi. wtf?? why izzit so hard for you to show some appreciation???


third scenario:
jalan jam. kereta A yang berada ni tengah2 jalan. mahu masuk simpang di kanan. nak menyempit secara professional tak reti. so hegeh2. kereta B kat belakang. cepat-cepat die bagi rapat dgn kereta depan, supaya kereta A tak boleh menyempit, and tunjuk muka. wtf lagi skali.


main point dia:

kenapa bila bawak kereta mau tunjuk samseng?? is it because you're older (ok. cuba kalau budak muda tu pengajar kelas memandu, or professional driver) adakah kamu akan pikir kamu lebih bagus dari org lain?

same goes to anything. any situation. doesnt mean if you're much older u can simply screw other people especially younger people. we got brains too, ok!

if you want someone to respect you, make sure you learn to respect others also.

no wonder banyak org muda skrg kurang ajar. coz we're learn from the eldest. tq.



nota kaki: aku sangat emo!
nota kaki 2: oh aku jumpa budak 5 tahun sangat kurang ajar ari ahad lepas. lol.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

i have you.


sekarang gua ada lu.

tahniah utk diri gua.

;)

oh internet.

hari ni aku sgt emo.

oh ok. tipu. bukan harini. baru ptg aku emo. lol

sebabnyaaa...



haaa. patut ke tak patut?

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

..

..

seriously, malam ni mmg btol2 aku rasa give up..

and seriously malam ni aku betul2 rindu mama..

..

the meaning of..

M - Massive
B - Brain
B - Breakdown
S - Syndrome







noktah.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

ada satu barang baik punya.

ada satu blog aku suka baca.

budak MMU.

sangat cool.

malangnya,



AKU DAH LUPE URL BLOG DIA.





sedeh.

fullstop.

kawan aku kata.

kawan aku kata, dia suka sumone.
aku diam aje.

kawan aku kata, dia rasa lebih baik single.
aku diam aje.

kawan aku kata, "what if aku couple dgn org yg aku suka tu?"
aku diam aje.

kawan aku kata, "kita tetap kawan even siapa pon gf aku"
aku diam aje.




bila dia diam.
aku kata, "kalau ko ade awek mesti la benda dah tak mcm dlu"


bila dia diam.
aku kata, "tak syok la. nanti aku segan"


kami sama-sama diam.
kawan, aku takut kau hilang.




diam.

Monday, October 19, 2009

info ringkas.

kenapa aku tukar blog?

sebab aku taknak org tau kisah hidup aku.

nuff said~
aku rasa nak mencarut kat kau pasal kau sangat menyakitkan hati.

depressing week.

1. sumpah aku tension dgn internet yg super lembab cam sipot sembelit ni.

2. kerja bertangguh takkan menjadi. bila nak insaf?

3. aku yakin aku kne tunggu 1 bulan utk MARA issue check baru. ba alif ba ya.

4. aku miskin dan tak berduit.

5. aku lapa dan mengantok sepanjang hari, sepanjang minggu.

6. mana ko pegi wei? tdo ke? aduh.

7. aku benci ophthal. sebab banyak kena baca. aku benci baca buku.

8. kereta aku tak service2 lagi. sheyt.

9. mana ilang aku pny barang ni woi?

10. aku tatau aku merepek ape. yg penting aku sgt tertekan.



time kasih kerana buang masa baca benda ni.

sorry.

we were taught to learn. to accept. to forgive.

why is it so hard to forgive others? to accept others?

and it is never unfair for us to judge and condemn and to blame people we barely known.



______________________
to whom it may concern (even it is impossible for you to read this) :
i am writing this, sincerely from my heart, hoping that you could somehow think about this. can you at least, for awhile, stop judging me, stop making things complicated as they already were.? the fact that im growing and learning to become a wiser and better person, does not stop me from making mistakes. and as an older person, u should always be wiser than me. you should always good in forgiving people, or at least give someone opportunity to change. if you think 7 years never been enough for you, i'll wait for another ten years, or maybe 100 years if i could. with all my heart, i am hoping if there's still a room for forgiveness. i am hoping for a miracle, that one day, you'll forgive me. and accept me. i am truly sorry if i ever offended any of you in anyways. tq.



nota kaki: at last ko reply msg aku, good sign anyway. thanks.

hey you.

hey you.

yes you. over there.

where have you been?

are you mad at me?



i miss the old days.

back in zero-one.

we were more than a good friends.

and i love you. thats for sure.


but things changed.

i cant love you anymore, not for a second.

but i missed you.

where art thou?

my skater boy, u know i'll always miss u.



we're still friends rite?

Saturday, October 17, 2009

24/7 PMS?

lelaki mesti bengang kalau perempuan suka mara-mara kan? pastu mula la dorg pikir yg kita ni PMS 24 jam. gila ape? takkan la pms saje sepanjang taun. and takkan la kami kaum perempuan ni suka sgt nak mara tak pasal2 kan?

so aku sebagai perempuan ni, and berdasarkan pengalaman (eceh) nak mengupas sket kenapa perempuan mara-mara. (ni betul punya mara. bukan saje-saje nak mara or mara tak pasal-pasal)

1) lembab. atau lampi (lambat pick up). aku rasa lelaki mmg ada kelemahan utk paham bahasa-bahasa kiasan mahupon expression muka. cth kalau dia lambat ke, or menyusahkan ke atau pun buat something yg tak best ke, then perempuan tu pon perli-perli. or buat muka merajuk. tapi, dia buat bodo je. mana tak bengang?

2) sangat penting kan benda yg diminati. korang tak rasa bengang ke, bangun2 pagi je, bf korang cam tak msg or call ke ape. tapi sibuk nak main game yg dia minat. bila tanya. alasan dia, "baru bangun la. takkan la nak buat benda yg i minat pon tak bleh?" pergh. rasa nak ckp "haa. ape kata esok2 kawen je ngan game tu?"

3) takde prasaan. bila korang cte something, bf korang wat muka bangang. ok fine. aku tau la ko tak minat. tapi jgn la tunjuk sgt tak minat tu. at least amek la ati gf tu kan. buat2 la excited sket nak dgr dia cerita. kadang gurl ni smgt gila nak kongsi cerita ngan bf dia. tapi end up, bf die jawab "oo. yeke. ade i kesah?" haha. kalau bagi makan kasut pon sedap ni!

4) pemalas. sume malas nak buat. keje malas. blaja malas. nak suh text mls. call pun malas. sume tanak buat. eh suka ko la. jgn ade gf lagi baik kan?

5) gatal. ha ni tak payah nak ckp la. undeniable. kalau lelaki mcm ni, pancung je. takpon kerat tutt die. bagi dia tak menggatal lagi. tak kesah la dgn korang or dengan perempuan laen. plus certain perempuan skrg ni mmg daring sket. kalau bleh dpt suami org tu yg paling bagus bg dorg. mmg elok la laki & pempuan camni same2 kan?

6) busy. busy gila babi kalah perdana menteri. nak text amek masa 1 jam ke? barely 10 mins kot. so ape salah nye in one day (if dah busy sgt) textla gf tu skali pun jadi la. tanya khabar ke or ckp "i miss u" ke apa ke. sedap sket ati ni.

7) m.i.a. missing in action. secara tiba-tiba hilang. alasan: "busyla.." or "i mara gila kat u. so i senyap. malas nak gado" or "i mmg saje-saje nak hilang". lelaki ni susah sgt ke nak paham perempuan? aku yakin most of girls out there, kalau bf die tiba-tiba hilang sure dah kelam kabut da. ye la. kita ni risau. tapi dia wat tak reti je. bila muncul balik, wat mcm tade ape berlaku.

8) pentingkan kawan. bila ajak kluar dating, nanti dia kata "i da janji dgn member la nak pegi karok arini" bugger betol. balik-balik member. takkan la 24 jam bersame member? gay ke ape? pastu takleh ckp pasal kawan dia. sikit pon takleh. abis di maranye.

9) tak membantu. time-time korang susah sah-sah la korang akan cari bf korang. tapi bila korang luah ape korang rasa, dia buat tak tau je. paling kurang pon buat muka blur-blur ayam dia. tak rasa tension pulak kan? kalau tak bleh nak paham at least tenangkan la kita yg tgh sdey or mara ni. ni buat tatau je. pastu ckp "tahla nak tlg mcm mana" adoi. ape pny bf la ni. senang cite, dah la tak memahami, nak membantu ape tah lagi. huh

10) menipu. ni paling jackpot. menipu or tak jujur. paling menyakitkan hati bila dpt tau bf korang sorokkan something. senang cte menipu korang. lelaki camni patut mati je. haha

so kaum laki, pikir la baik-baik. korang ingat org perempuan ni suka nak mara tak tentu pasal ke? buat bazir emosi je.
blaja la hargai gf korang sikit. perempuan ni tend utk tunjuk prasaan depan-depan. jarang org yg aku kenal stok pendam je prasaan kat bf dia. perempuan ni suka di belai. di tunjuk yg bf dia sayang pada dia. barula dorg rasa dihargai. susah sgt ke nak buat mcm tu?

tu la. org ada gf, ko nak ade gf jugak. tapi..haih..

ok. same goes to kawan perempuan la. tak semestinya gf. so if korang pk pempuan ni pms 24 jam, better think twice. pikir kenapa dorg mara. bukan tau nak blame saje.

_______________________
no offense [read: sometimes you're just too dumb]

why is everyone being so mean?

i keep on asking that.
what am i did wrong?
did i ever hurt you?
did i ever take anything from you?

just because i doesnt look nice. doesnt wear nice dress. and doesnt talk nice.
so u judge me.
u think im the one who keep on bitching around.
without even bother to really get to know who i am.
what type of the person i am.

you see her as an angel.
you never see the dark side of her.
then why should you compared me with her?

at least im still here.
still accepting the way you treated me for the past 7 years.
(yeah rite. in these 7 years life never been easy for me)
and thank you for that.

i've learned something so precious.
some people are very hard to be pleased.

they are just patheticly selfish.
they just keep on judging others.

i am sorry if you ever read this, might hurt you. but im tired of so much drama. why cant you make things easy?

and people made mistakes, bugger.

why is it so hard to accept that?

bersangka baik dgn Allah (reminder for myself)

pernah tak korang rasa idup korang cam sgt super duper gila babi punya malang? bad things keep on happening, and korang rasa sgt down. tak happy. depressing?

and sampai kadang-kadang terfikir, "Allah lupakan aku ke?"

or rasa macam.. "aku salah ambil course ke? sempat ke nak patah balik?"

and time ni u really need sumone to talk to, but no one actually there. and then you give up. and give up. and don't think you can do it anymore. just give up. plain give up.


but then something happened.

something that remind us that Allah never forget about us.

and we should be thankful for the blessings.


kalau jadi sesuatu yg buruk pada kita, tak maksud nya Allah lupa kan kita. Allah cuma nak uji kita. even kita rasa kita tak mampu, tapi at last kita mesti berjaya to manage them all kan?

pelik?

sebab, Allah cuma bagi ujian pada hambaNya yg Dia yakin boleh hadapi cabaran tersebut.

what doesnt kill u make u stronger. remember?

apa yg berlaku, mesti ada hikmahnya.

aku yakin Allah sentiasa ada untuk bantu aku along the journey. sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mengetahui apa yg terbaik untuk aku.

aku tau aku tak boleh patah balik.

(bila rasa give up, lets recap why we took medicine in first place)


so be strong.

and pray semoga Allah permudahkan urusan di dunia dan di akhirat. amin..

_________________________

hati mau kuat

Friday, October 16, 2009

Paramore - Brand New Eyes (2009)


TrackLists: (320kbps)
1. Careful
2. Ignorance
3. Playing God
4. Brick By Boring Brick
5. Turn It Off
6. The Only Exception
7. Feeling Sorry
8. Looking Up
9. Where The Lines Overlap
10. Misguided Ghosts
11. All I Wanted
12. Decode (International Version Bonus Track)


DOWNLOAD

dua dunia.

ye. dunia kita berbeza.

aku tau tu.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

cerita orang miskin.

cerita 1:
hp rosak. screen berkecai. kalau nak pegi kedai betulkan lcd touch screen sah2 mahal. sgt desperate utk bervideo call.

cerita 2:
gila tibe2 rasa nak makan stick. fuh. korek2 tabung. laa. tinggal 10 ringgit. mcd je dapat.

cerita 3:
fuh cun gila dapat kamera tu. simpan duit sampai 1 taun. jadila. alpha je mampu. takpe janji pandai amek gambar (sedapkan hati)

cerita 4:
loan time! oh check duit loan da sampai! bleh la makan stick idaman. ataupun at least dpt la hiburkan hati. tapi check ilang. sdeyh.

kesimpulan: time ada duit, berjimat cermat lah anda. supaya tidak miskin di kemudian hati.

the awesomeness of jbwkz~

another cool performance by the jabbaz. but i like d one in ABCD tho.







1 word.

kudos.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

are you going to finish strong?



...it matters how u gonna finish..are you going to finish strong? and you will find strenght to get back up..





__________________
i do believe in miracle.

saya sudah tua.

tengah sakit-sakit prot ni, bleh pulak browse2 internet. tgk youtube. tbe2 huahuahua. tertgk pulak video-video artis zaman dlu. yg kalau skrg ni masyaAllah, lawak gle tgk dorg. tapi zaman dlu tak payah ckp, mmg big fan! haha. bagi sape-sape yg membesar same2 ngan aku, kenal la dorg ni sume. antaranya:

1) KRU
ok. not skrg pny version of kru. ni zaman dorg pakai baju-baju besar. zaman filem awas & cinta metropolitan. haha. awas tu best siut. tah mana nak dload movie die skrg. sbb zmn tu belum wujud kot vcd ape tah lagi dvd. so ssh kut nak rip dari tape tu. haha.



aku rasa dalam banyak2, group ni yg bertahan sampai skrg. mungkin sbb mmg da background dorg pon org kaya & berpelajaran. so mmg sukses la kirenye.



zaman kanak-kanak dlu sanggup kumpul duit belanja sekolah semata-mata nak beli kaset kru. surprisingly, sampai skrg kalau ada lagu kru aku mmg bleh siap nyanyi. kire hafal abis la. buku skolah pon aku tak hafal mcm ni. hahaha. kalau tak silap aku, aku siap penah pegi tgk performance dorg and siap amek signature. LOL. super classic oke.

2) 4U2C
huahuahua. mmg ramai akan ingt disc yg besar gajah, tarian yg tah ape2 & tambah pulak kadang2 dress up dorg. haiii.. bleh tahan... buruknye. HAHA. group ni ade 7 org, kire paling ramai mbr (kalau masih ade skrg, and if menang ape2 award, mesti 7 7 tu berlumba naik pentas cam rabbani :P). tapi ttp bes jugak. kalau tgk videoclip fiona dlu, haha. best wei. jgn gelak aku tau dulu korang pun minat 4U2C. haha. paling aku suka, adik. cute gle dlu. hehe. and dulu ade drama dorg as 1 family. and ada lagi satu drama jugak dorg belakon. masa tu adik cute gilaaa *drooling*
tapi skrg adik ni da kawen *sobssobs*

selain AC, yan, lan, azam, adik, joe, yg laen aku pon tak ingat la tah la sape mbr die lagi. sampai skrg lagu bergema takbir di hari raya tu aku layan. kehkehkeh

yang baju biru bercap hitam, bawah kiri sekali tu la adik. kihkihkih


3) A to Z
wuhuu. group ni mmg aku suka gile dulu. paling aku suka jeff. muka cute gle. time dlu la. skrg ni tatau la. haha. and rasanya fendi da meninggal dunia dah. taun brapa aku tak ingat. and digantikan dgn sape tah nama mamat tu, anak shahrudin thamby.


layan aje lagu neh


4) nico
aku tade la minat sgt group ni. tapi affa nico tu mmg cute. HAHAH. lagu paling takleh lupa, yg 'aku nico nak cerita, cerita bla bla' ape tah tajuk die. haha. aku rasa lagu 'inilah nasibku' kot.





and few others group lagi. cam res2, feminin, ms'teen, elite. hehe. tapi dah nama group perempuan, mesti la tade la bigfan sgt. tapi lagu tetap layannn. haha

skrg ni aku kurang layan groupies camni. tak rock lansung. haha. plus kalau group camni skrg, lagu nak lentok2 je. sume lagu puja pempuan. sume pasal cinta. bosan gle. tak cool lansung.

jabbawockeez rock the world.


ok. 3 entri dlm masa 1 malam mmg sgt poyo. but who cares? kalau bosan, bleh skip. tunggu another one month, baru baca entri seterusnya :P

these past few days aku stuck dgn america's best dance crew. and jabbawockeez totally awesome. ye. aku tau agak ketinggalan zaman cerita pasal first season yg da bau cam nasik basi. tapi i just cant stop watching them dance. superb! kudos!







lil bit bout jabbawockeez.

the 10-men group was formed in 2003 by Joe Larot, Kevin Brewer, and Phil Tayag along with their former group member, Gary Kendell whom died in 2008. they entered America's Best Dance Crew in 2008 with 6 members and became the best dance crew and won USD100,000. for more info: CLICK HERE

they dedicated their winning to their former group member, Gary, whom supposed to enter the tv show along with other 6 members, but unfortunately died just before they enter the show.

hoh. letih nak wat ayat english yg tunggang tebalik. tgk video2 tu. and pegi dload America's Best Dance Crew first season bagi sape2 yg tak pnah tgk show tersebut. mereka sgt cool bukan?

good guys do exist.

sabtu lepas pergi rumah org kawen. dari melaka drive sampai kluang. sampai lewat, pengantin pon da chow pegi amek gamba. ah. watever la. aku & iwa, mcm tetamu tak diundang, tros duduk and makan. sumpah lapa gle. after balik from hospital, tros wat keputusan utk tidak mengecewakan mbr.

masa on the way ke kluang, we talked about so many things. termasuklah kad touch n go aku tak tak tertop up sbb tade duit nak top up (life aku mmg pathetic). one thing does interest me ble masuk bab "lelaki idaman" haha.

time ni mula la macam-macam criteria yg keluar. nak laki macho bergaya la. nak laki yg baik dan alim la. termasuk la lelaki yg kaya berharta. haha. senang cte, sume criteria yg indah-indah & perfect-perfect belaka.

then aku ckp.. "aku nak bad boy yg turns to be sgt baik to one girl when he fell in love with that girl" (macam cerita 'a walked to remember' tu. haha. sgt jiwang. dan unrealistic)

mbr aku jwb, "mana ade laki mcm tu"

haha. aku pon berpikir panjang. tapi kenapa takde ye? ok la. bukan la bad boy yg tahap merompak2 bank tu or join gangster group. tapi cam dia sgt susah nak bergaul dgn perempuan, tapi ble die jatuh cinta ngan one girl ni, dia mmg setia gle, baik sume2 ah ciri2 lelaki idaman sume ade. haha. sgt over bukan?

but, no offense, most of guys nowadays mmg hampeh. yeah sad. but its true. hardly find guy yg betul-betul bleh appreciate perempuan, or at least yg bleh stick with one girl in one time. either dia main kayu tiga (yeah i wonder how guys can be really good at this) or 24/7 bersikap dingin, asik nak mara-mara, or even cant say thank you bila his gf did something.

so mana nak cari perfect guy skrg?

herm. susah nak jawab tu.. (aku tanya, aku yg jawab. lol)

maybe ada somewhere. and i still believe good guys do exist. mungkin percentage nya da berkurang day by day. but still they exist somewhere. only god knows.

"lelaki yg baik, untuk perempuan yg baik"

so lets be the greatest girl for the greatest guy.

uncoolness.

hiasan semata-mata

kenapa baju OT mesti besar gila babi?

saiz baju tulis M. tapi aku rasa cam saiz XXL. dia ukur kat badan siapa agaknye ye?

ok la. bagi aku yg gemok ni takpe la. byk ruang yg teroccupy oleh lemak. tapi utk yg super kurus mmg kesian. aku tgk kawan aku asik pegang je baju dia. tak selasa kot. haha. kesian.

ye. masih ade part yg tak selesa. seluar panjang gile. nasib la sluar getah. kalao seluar yg ikut saiz (mcm jeans or pants yg biase tu) mmg selamat. aku tak dpt imagine besa die mcm mana. haha.
sbb aku ni pendek, so terpakse lipat2 kat part pinggang tu. oh sgt kesian.

sbb aku pendek jugak ble time masuk OT, aku terjengkit2 nak tgk ape la yg doktor tu tgh buat. haha. another kesian utk aku. dush2.

tapi sbb aku pendek la, kawan2 yg tinggi2 belaka tu push aku ke depan. senang cte mengclear kan vision aku. even kne terjengkit2. at least lebih clear compared kalao diri kat belakang. yuhu!

dah berapa kali masuk OT baru sekarang nak complain pasal baju OT. haha. yang penting sangat tak cool berjalan ke dewan bedah (OT = operation theatre) dengan baju yg besar gedabak. plus dengan surgery cap yg da macam shower cap tu. haha. super duper uncool. tambah pulak kalao instead of entering the room thru scrubs room, tapi dah ikut main door, and looks like dummy ass, masuk OT blur2 ayam, tambah2 ke-uncool-annye.

what to do. medicine is totally uncool business. so deal with it :P