L.I.F.E

kisah lama.

2011-08-10T19:58:00.003+08:00

aku ingat lagi waktu dulu. sekitar tahun 2000. first time aku kenal kau even kita sekolah sebelah-sebelah for the past few years.

dengan kau, aku boleh cakap ape saja.

daripada benda extreme macam music, movie dan skateboard. sampailah soal hati.

masa berlalu aku tak pernah sangka lepas spm kau ckp "ini paper last kan? ape kau janji?"

tapi aku tolak mentah-mentah. sampai buat kau benci gila.

seriously years after that. aku rasa mcm aku hilang kawan, abang.

kali terakhir aku dgr kau ckp 2 tahun lepas.

lepas tu kau hilang.

amit, seriously aku mintak maaf tapi aku tak sanggup hilang kawan mcm kau.
aku tatau nak cari kau kat mana. :'(

*never take people for granted*

nescafe perosak buah pinggang?

2010-12-07T18:19:00.004+08:00

selalu sangat baca blog orang, terpukul gak rasa. tak pernah aku post something yang berguna. reader pun lama2 makin chow. haishh.

ada one time orang kecoh2 pasal nescafe 3 in 1. katanya merosakkan buah pinggang, buat cungap-cungap berdebar-debarla sampai takleh solat (haish. tak khusyuk salahkan nescafe pulak lol)

meh nak cerita sikit pasal effect caffeine bagi semua clear. ni bukan effect nescafe 3 in 1 20 peket rm 10.90 tu saja, tapi merangkumi segala jenis mak nenek coffee tak kira la setarbak ke, kopibin je dan dll.

caffeine atau nama lainnya 1,3,7-trimethylxanthine, trimethylxanthine, methyltheobromine, 7-methyltheophylline, theine, mateine, guaranine *hah. amek. nak sebut pun tergeliat lidah* bertindak sebagai central nervous system stimulant yang mana akan menyebabkan kita jadi segar, tak lalok, tak mengantok especially di kala musim exam dan menyebabkan kita lebih alert.

selain daripada itu, caffeine juga adalah sejenis diuretik (diuretics) yang mana akan menyebabkan anda terkencing-kencing kalau terlebih minum caffeine.

sumber-sumber common untuk caffeine adalah: kopi, teh dan coklat yang diperbuat dari coffee bean (bukan jenama kopibin ok)

caffeine juga di percayai digunakan untuk merawat penyakit tidak boleh bernafas (apnoea) di dalam bayi pra matang.

bagaimana caffeine berfungsi?

ini boleh baca sendiri kat wikipedia. sebab kalau aku tulis balik pun, takut korang makin pening :)

side effect of caffeine?

main symptoms of caffeine overdose?

kalau dah agak-agak dah rasa macam-macam kat atas ni, sah-sah la korang dah overdose. kalau musim exam, jangan sampai terlebih minum caffeine sebab nanti korang takkan dapat tidur berkualiti. aku selalu kena macam ni. haha. korang ingat korang berdebar-debar sebab tak abis study la cemas la, sebenarnya korang dah terlebih minum coffee malam tadi.

so you decide. minum biar lah berpada-pada. jangan salahkan sesuatu produk 100%. kalau ada case control study or experimental study report yang official based on nescafe 3 in 1 memang menyebabkan buah pinggang rosak, baru aku boleh terima 100% kenyataan tu. other than that, kita memang tau side effect nya, tak bermakna minum 1 peket sehari, bangun esok pagi buah pinggang korang dah rosak.

so goodluck.

you are what you eat... or drink.

cheers.

sumber: wikipedia

Houseman glut : Who to blame? by Naveen S Pillai

2010-12-07T18:07:00.001+08:00

i am sharing one of my colleague's point of view :) spare some time to read it :)

I read with great interest over the recent issue pertaining the glut of houseman in hospitals throughout the country. To make things worse, almost every single Government hospital are now affiliated with medical schools throughout the country, which means the wards in the hospital are not only crowded by housemans, but also with eagerly awaiting medical students who wants to learn procedures. The questions is, how could the students learn when the housemen themselves are deprived with opportunities? It is the students who will soon become the houseman, serving the public. Now, we certainly do not want leave our people getting half-baked treatment. Doctors deal with life, the most precious of it all.

Over the 10 year period i have seen meteoric rise in the number of medical schools in our country.While i agree that the country needs more doctors, that certainly does not equate to mass production.It is sad to say that this was very much a problem that could be fixed,but people were ignorant and medicine is made into business.For centuries, people have viewed the profession of doctors as someone who is noble and caring. I can't guarantee the trend would continue in the upcoming years. Besides needing good grades in the academia, the medical school also develops the professionalism in the student. The first 2 years forms the fundamentals as the student is gradually exposed to wealth of knowledge to prepare for the more challenging clinical years. The next 3 years are most important years as a medical student as they are exposed to clinical settings where they met patient and apply their knowledge to arrive to a diagnosis. There should not be ANY short cut in this. All medical schools employ a similar method. However, what is actually happening is when there a sudden rise of students, we face with various problems such as lack of manpower and facilities, we eventually end up producing doctors who are ill-equipped with the essential skills to treat patients. As a country of mere 28 million in population, we currently have about 30 plus medical schools, one of the highest in the world. When all the institution starts producing their graduates, we are looking into about 4000 to 5000 doctors annually. Mind you, this does not include graduates from Russia, Ukraine, Poland, Czech Republic, and other recognized institution. The total sum many possibly may around 6000. There are more than 200 institution recognized abroad in Malaysia for medical degree. Do we really need so many institution being recognized? What measures are being taken to assess the quality of its graduates?Many of the schools do not even use English as a teaching medium, leaving us a big query pertaining the quality of the its degree.

So, could we blame our politicians for this problem? Everyone wants a moment of fame. In their opinion,by merely increasing the number of doctors, the healthcare industry would undergo a robust change that would translate into better delivery of services and outcome. When we argue, the counterattack would obviously by saying that doctors are wanting to "protect their turf". True enough, we do not want compete among each other. We respect our collegues, and ultimately we want the betterment of the health of our people. Imagine if doctors decide that (I hope not)-to lower the fares and the same time diluting the quality of services. They don't see whole picture, and they will be the ones who will going to New York or our southern neighbour to receive the "best" treatment.Paradoxical? Plus there is establishment of the 1 Malaysia clinic- MAs are already taking some of the jobs of doctors. Numbers are being increased, and now our jobs are going to be deprived? What is the direction that we are heading to?

Government hospitals too should be selective when it comes to choosing the houseman. After all, they do the most work in the hospital. The 2 year period should be maximally utilized. The HODs in each department should constantly keep in track about the underperforming houseman along with their institution. A annual report should be sent to the MMC to assess the standard of the institutions, and it should be made neutral. I was told that some foreign institution uses very simplistic approach even for the final year examination. One collegue even claimed that clinical exposure was very minimal, and only select cases are shown. This is a very wrong approach as we doctors see patients who comes with various types of illness.

It is my sincere hope that everyone involved will look into this matter urgently. We do not want to be labelled as "a mass manufacturer" of doctors by other nations. Worst, we do not want people to pursue medicine as a spectator sport.

masyaAllah.

2010-11-23T23:56:00.003+08:00

kalau semua perasan lately in november (through out the whole month) bulan nampak sangat-sangatlah cantik. FULL MOON! auuuuuuuu *sound coming from werewolf -.-

semalam try utk capture full moon tersebut. but since takde camera. i mean adalah camera but not really a camera - camera phone. ok fine sedey bukan.

so nak dijadikan cerita, try la capture *tengah drive ok time ni* yang dapat di capture adalah lampu-lampu jalan dan kereta. -.-" hampeh.

nanti aku upload gambar tu sebab masih ada dalam phone.

mind the language.

2010-11-19T22:06:00.006+08:00

i hate the fact that most of the time i forget things easily. i can't remember my own tumblr's password when i was excited to upload some photos i edited. *sucks isn't it?*

don't ask me who borrowed my books, my hard disk, my money - its not like i don't fucking care. it just that i forgot most of the times. and don't even try to ask me to remember your phone numbers, birth dates or even your name, your friend's name, your maiden's name - i can't remember.

am i sort of developing Alzheimer in my 20s? omg. but i think so.

i think 80% of my brain cells were dead. 10% i use for remembering every-odd-things-people-usually-doesn't-give-a-fuck.

10% are supposed for the recent memories which i think i lost it somewhere, or i think might be stolen by an alien or something.

aaah.

i just need some brand new brain cells.

any-einstein's-brain out there who is too kind for brain cells donation?

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2010-11-19T08:04:00.003+08:00

euw buruknya blog ni. bersawang. dengan iklan2 spam. haishhh. hidup teramatlah busy. exam. RAYA. exam lagi. RAYA lagi. so nampak tak kebusyan tu? busy sungguh bukan?

btw. dah lebih sebulan afiq pergi mekah untuk tunaikan haji. sekarang ni mak aku kata, dah waktu orang bermalam di mina, lontar jamrah. aku macam tak dapat bayang sangat macam mana keadaan nya *cetek nya ilmu aku :(* but selalu tengok dalam tv and tanya pada papa dan mama.

semua org dalam family aku dah pegi buat umrah. aku? belum ada rezeki lagi. aku tanya mama if boleh tak nak daftar haji. mama kata, boleh. tapi mesti ada muhrim. so sekarang if kakak and abg ipar aku daftar haji, aku plan nak ikut daftar sekali. di panggil atau tidak, tu kan rezeki. doa-doa dapatlah aku jadi tetamu Allah nanti.

hari raya haji tahun ni sama macam raya-raya haji tahun lepas. memandangkan aku budak johor, kami taklah sambut raya haji semeriah mana. setakat makan lodeh pagi, then tengok orang qurban. tu je lah. but still, good to be back home masa raya.

aku rasa aku ada depression. anhedonia sepanjang zaman. haishh. sorry. aku patut delete blog ni -.-

2010-10-15T14:24:00.001+08:00

sendiri.

senyap.

sunyi.

butuh.

kangen.

beri aku keping-keping hati kamu. akan aku simpan buat kenangan masa hadapan.

moving on.

2010-10-06T08:48:00.001+08:00

im moving on to tumblr beybeh!

CLICK ME

im sorry blogspot. tumblr is soooooo irresistable ;)

kak gina's super freaking awesome wedding ;)

2010-09-22T18:37:00.003+08:00

video terbaik dari team manggis!

Salam Aidilfitri

2010-09-07T07:17:00.002+08:00

Faith makes all things possible.
Hope makes all things work.
Love makes all things beautiful.
May you have all of the three.
Happy IedulFitri.

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2010-09-06T11:42:00.002+08:00

jauh lagi langkah yang perlu di atur.

mampu ke untuk terus berdiri?

aku perlukan kamu.

aku perlukan kekuatan itu.

_______________________
doakan untuk university exam gua yang akan start on 28th sept. moga dipermudahkan Allah.

Alhamdulillah.

2010-08-27T18:09:00.003+08:00

setiap kali dengar lagu Maher Zain mesti rasa nak nangis. emo? biarlah.

rasa kerdil sangat-sangat kat sisi Allah.

semoga Allah pelihara keimanan, kesihatan, kesejahteraan aku pada tahun-tahun akan datang.

semoga Allah sihatkan ahli keluarga ku supaya aku mampu balas jasa baik diorg.

semoga Allah berikan petunjuk, mudahkan jalan dalam apa pun urusan.

semoga Allah berkati setiap patah perkataan yang aku pelajari, supaya P2S1 nanti berjalan dgn lancar.

Alhamdulillah untuk 25 tahun aku hidup, tak ternilai rahmat yang Allah dah bagi.

Alhamdulillah untuk 25 tahun keluarga aku ada sama-sama untuk kongsi semua rezeki yang Allah limpahkan.

Alhamdulillah untuk 25 tahun setiap rasa sedih, kecewa, marah, gembira, aku mampu kongsikan dengan mereka-mereka yang aku sayang.

Allah kurniakan rasa sedih supaya aku lebih kuat.

Allah kurniakan rasa marah supaya aku lebih sabar.

Allah kurniakan kepayahan supaya aku beringat-ingat.

Allah kurniakan kesenangan supaya aku tidak lupa pada yang papa.

Allah kurniakan aku keluarga, kawan-kawan, dan semuanya. supaya aku tidak hidup sorang-sorang kat muka bumi ni.

Alhamdulillah sepanjang 25 tahun Allah pernah buat aku gagal supaya aku terus berusaha.
Allah buat aku sakit supaya aku terus ingat pada Dia.

Alhamdulillah.

Alhamdulillah untuk semuanya.

Allah, I wanna thank You
I wanna thank you for all the things that you’ve done
You’ve done for me through all my years I’ve been lost
You guided me from all the ways that were wrong
And did you give me hope

hari jadian part II

2010-08-27T12:16:00.007+08:00

birthday celebration @pak putra melaka. nan dia tak payah cakap la gebu siut. makan satu kenyang 12 jam. confirm! belum ambik double cheese naan lagi dengan tandoori chicken pergh kurang pahala puasa aku. haha

bila wendy ajak makan luar aku cuma fikir, wendy ajak keluar makan. coz we always hanging out together for movies or anything. so aku tak fikir ape2 pun.

turns out to be malam yang sangat meriah dengan orang-orang. and tambah lagi muji share same birthdate. so kami celebrate sama2 :)

the whole F2 darlings ada. which is kinda rare.

askar-askar gua pun ada. rare jugak. except untuk aktiviti makan-makan yang biasa.

ain pun ada. lagilah rare. haha

thanks for those who came. gua terharu rasa nak menangis T.T

tapi terpaksa blah awal sebab wani punya kereta rosak. so aku sebagai superman upahan kena la tolong -__-"

poyo.

sdey kena nyalakan api sendiri hahaha

we share same birthday!

gadis-gadis
*from left to right: muji, subi, me, siti, sharmila & wendy*

left to right: radzi (separuh), hassan, juen & yunyaw

left to right: zaki, ain, shidan, dan askar-askar: radhi, amad & radzi (separuh lagi)

balik kolej ini yang dorg buat haha nasib baik aku tade :p

botol2 yang pelik2 tu bukan botol arak ye harap maklum. tu sebenarnye minum arab. apa tah nama dia aku pun lupa.

naan kat sini memang terbaek lah!

**semua gambar dari camera wendy :p thanks babe ;)

hari jadian.

2010-08-27T09:02:00.002+08:00

orang kata a year older, a year wiser. tak tahu kenapa aku rasa sebaliknya *mungkin sebab aku takde wisdom tooth so aku tak la wise lagi* ok aku tipu yang tu.

sungguh2 aku terima kasih untuk kawan2 yang susah payah belikan kek. even sambutan sedikit awal dari yang sepatutnya. mungkin sebab weekend nanti ramai pulak yang nak balik.

dah lebih 2 minggu kita puasa. satu patah perkataan "salam ramadhan" pun aku takde letak kat blog. ampuuunnnnnn. sebab *ok ni alasan* aku busy :'(

blog pun tak update. sesungguh nya aku turn out to be orang yang makin malas. dan lembab juga. kerana terlebeh makan setiap kali buka puasa T.T patutlah orang kata buka tu berpada-pada. huhu.

sempena bulan mulia ni aku nak korang dengar lagu ni sure korang jatuh cinta punya

entry mcm skema sket. hoho ape2 je lah ;)

lagenda budak setan kembali!

2010-08-12T14:52:00.005+08:00

Lagenda Budak Setan the series
Astro Prima
Every Tuesday, 10.30pm (starting 10/8/2010)
Total Episode: 26

Pelakon:
Kamil sebagai Kasyah
Maslina Nasir (Ayu)
Jue Aziz (Emilia)
Melissa Maureen Rizal (Katerina)
Nas T (Azmi)
Arifah Damanhuri (Mak Leha)
Anne Ngasri (Suzana)

Pengarah: Along Kamaruddin
Skrip: Ahadiat Akashah

sinopsis tak payah nak cerita lah sbb korang sure dah tgk LBS the movie yg pada aku sangat hampeh tu kan?

well said. aku rasa series ni better. much better.

kalau ikut episode pertama haritu, 90% dah macam novel. baru puas! walaupun sri mutiara dah jadi king george haha. mungkin buat kat KGV seremban tu kot. lol.

pasal plot - aku suka bila dia cerita pasal zaman nakal dorg. and lady in black muncul balik! haha barula lengkap geng jahat dorg. and fyi lady in black yg letak cicak dlm coke tu bukan kasyah and the geng (macam dalam movie). plot lebih coherent. lebih dapat dipahami.

pasal watak - watak geng2 kasyah yang kononnya anti perempuan tu di cerita satu-satu. especially watak sapi - yang suka main muzik. and kawan2 lain. macam mana dorg kenal and boleh ngam dgn lady in black pun diceritakan dgn baik. watak cikgu mui yg garang nak mampus baling duster ke mei lan tu pun ada. lol.

pelakon - watak kasyah tu oklah fine. amek la kat farid kamil tu. karang kalau amek pelakon baru kang kayu pulak. sbb berat watak kasyah tu. watak suzana pun kena dgn anne. cuma katerina tu lg best kalau fazura yg pegang. kesimpulannya mostly orang lain yang berlakon except farid kamil.

korang tengok jelah cerita ni. sempat lagi abis terawikh nak lari2 untuk duduk depan tv setiap selasa. much better dari movie. sbb ape aku ckp better? sbb dia lebih mcm novel. mungkin sbb movie kan so tak sempat nak cerita everything and tunggang langgang sampai jadi sucks :p

:)

cara membuat selipar

2010-08-09T16:40:00.002+08:00

tahniah kepada shibli kerana berjaya menemukan cara terbaik membuat selipar -____-"

sila click ini

bila cinta.

2010-08-09T02:45:00.003+08:00

*gambar dicuri dari fb ya*

happy tengok ckin dah kahwin. tak dapat pergi plan tukar last minute :(

bila lah aku pulak nak macam ni

*sigh*

________
ini entri bukan desperate.

nuffnang.

2010-08-06T07:06:00.001+08:00

kalau korang perasan page aku memang takde nuffnang.

ye. kalau korang perasanlah.

sebenarnye bukan takleh nak set.

tapi aku tak reti. HAHA

aku selalu jenguk blog orang lain.

kadang2 nak click nuffnang dia.

tapi aku tak sure nak click mana satu.

aku click je mana-mana yang ada perkataan nuffnang tu.

jadi...

mintak maaf ye kalau aku silap :P

what medical school has taught me.

2010-07-30T13:51:00.003+08:00

1. how to take photo.
-- cam-whoring di dalam bilik OT. menjakun mula-mula masuk first year bila dapat pegang 20 muscle di tapak tangan.

2. how to make a fool of myself.
-- seperti orang bodoh di ward bila di marah lecturer sebab tak study. di jeling nurse sebab dia taktau kolej dah bayar hospital beribu-ribu untuk di jadikan teaching hospital, tapi diorg pikir kita tetap menyemak menambah kan bilingan umat kat dalam ward.

3. be an ultimate collector.
-- mengumpul segala buku-buku yang banyak gila. satu subject 2-3 buku. sampai rak macam nak roboh.

4. menggunakan masa terluang dengan sebaiknya.
-- lepas penat berdiri dalam ketar lutut dalam ward, masa terluang di isi dengan aktiviti tidur. ye. sleep deprivation itu tidak bagus utk complexion muka.

5. how to be a poser aka poyo.
-- mengangkut stethoscope ke ward memang menyusahkan. ke sana ke mari dengan lab coat lebih2 annoying.

6. be confident.
-- confident tu penting especially bila depan patient kau lupa cara nak buat examination. atau depan lecturer kau di suruh buat CNS examination tapi haram kau tak study malam sebelumnya. ye confident itu bagus. *di masa-masa tertentu*

7. menggunakan duit dengan sewajarnya.
-- apabila duit di gunakan untuk memphotostat segala buku-buku yang ada kat library supaya kau nampak lebih rajin sebenarnya kau saja nak tambah koleksi buku yang ada.

8. forge signature.
-- forgery di benarkan di situasi terdesak seperti ketika kau malas gila nak pegi kelas tapi attendance kau dah below 90% (90% attendance is compulsory)

9. 'mencurik masa'
-- aktiviti yang padat mengajar anda menjadi lebih hebat dalam pencurian masa. masa yang dicurik digunakan untuk makan, tidur. dan bergossip.

10. bodoh matematik.
-- bila 5 tahun kau tak pegang kalkulator nak kira 25 kuasa dua pun terkial-kial.

**ini adalah 'the bad side' of medical college. good side ada je tapi malas nak tulis. takkan la aku nak tulis medical school mentransform aku jadi nerd kut? tak cool lah macam tu.

***tiada kaitan dengan siapa-siapa. yang hidup atau sudah mati.

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2010-07-30T13:39:00.003+08:00

rasa nak luahkan something.

tapi takut ada yang terasa.

herm.

simpan ajelah dalam hati.

susah nak percaya orang zaman sekarang ni.

aku tau aku tak puas ati.

tapi biarlah dia nak buat apa.

semoga dia sedar ape yang dia buat itu salah.

ye. dan aku juga mungkin salah.

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2010-07-30T01:03:00.003+08:00

kawan.

sungguh ke kau ikhlas berkawan?

semoga instinct aku tidak benar.

nightmare!

2010-07-29T05:32:00.001+08:00

a7x came up with the new album. yes without the rev :(

so enjoy!

go find where to download the album urself :p kinda lazy to post up any link :p

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2010-07-28T12:48:00.000+08:00

this is something that i would like to share with y'all.

CLICK HERE

gila.

2010-07-28T10:39:00.001+08:00

sate celup.

yong tau fu.

pergh.

memang gila.

sampai perut aku menjerit mintak tolong.

tolong jgn makan banyak2!

-____-"

the only exception

2010-07-25T18:12:00.000+08:00

When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

Ohh---

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing

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2010-07-25T12:18:00.001+08:00

will it be worth waiting?

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2010-07-24T06:55:00.000+08:00

happy weekend people!

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2010-07-21T19:30:00.003+08:00

you can never stop people talking negatively against you. but you can make them eat what they have said. and see them choke to death.

sunday morning.

2010-07-18T09:35:00.000+08:00

selamat pagi malaysia!

your mind is the scene of the crime.

2010-07-17T09:38:00.003+08:00

*may contain spoiler*

Conventional Hollywood wisdom these days has it that audiences only want to see remakes, retreads and rehashes of old ideas. This summer has seen a seemingly endless parade of movies with the number 2 in the title and films based on 80s TV shows. Some have made money some have not, but every once and a while a movie comes along that proves Hollywood wrong.

Set in a world where technology can invade people's dreams, "Inception" stars Leonardo DiCaprio as Dom Cobb, the leader of a corporate espionage team who specialize in stealing valuable secrets from within people's subconscious for profit.

Cobb is an international fugitive tormented by dreams of his late wife (Marion Cotillard) who sees a way out of his personal nightmare if he takes on one last job offered to him by Saito (Ken Watanabe), a powerful businessman who can arrange for Cobb to skip past immigration and get back into the United States. All Cobb has to do is perform an "inception" -- plant a thought in the mind of Robert Fischer (Cillian Murphy) CEO of a global corporation. (One writer has called it "the Great Brain Robbery.)

Cobb and his team -- Arthur (Joseph Gordon-Levitt - 500 days of summer, 10 things i hate about you), Eames (Tom Hardy), Yusuf (Dileep Rao) and Ariadne (Ellen Page - Juno), an architect who becomes Cobb's new dream weaver -- set out to implant the idea of dissolving his multibillion-dollar business into Fischer's dreams.

"Inception" is the most innovative sci fi idea to come out of Hollywood since "The Matrix" way back in 1999. It's a movie that takes ideas very seriously -- ideas drive the plot -- and, as a result, takes its audience seriously. It never talks down to the audience and in return demands viewers to pay attention. For those who do there are many rewards, and for those who aren't willing to get drawn into the surreal story there are still many pleasures. That's how finely crafted this movie is.

"Dark Knight" director Christopher Nolan (who also wrote the script) proves he can blow the doors off with the action --Joseph Gordon-Levitt's MC Eischeresque gravity defying fight scene is a mind blower -- and can also handle the cerebral stuff.

He creates and juggles several worlds -- dreams within dreams, worlds within worlds -- until it becomes difficult to tell what is real and what isn't. Each of these worlds comes complete with their own rules -- five minutes in real life equals one hour in dream time, for instance -- and is populated with well rounded, complex characters. The visuals are very cool --check out the streets that defy physics and curl over on top of one another -- but amazing effects don't mean much if the people interacting with them aren't interesting. Nolan has put a great deal of effort into the look of the movie and its ideas but he never forgets the characters, who are the film's single biggest asset.

Like the very best sci fi "Inception" is thoughtful, intelligent, audacious and humanistic. It's also one of the year's best films of any genre.

source: ctvbc.com

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terlalu hebat untuk di fikirkan. cerita ni pada aku berat. perlukan tumpuan supaya kau boleh paham apa yang disampaikan. tapi mmg superb. sampai habis cerita persoalan demi persoalan masih ada. kalau kau tak relate dan cepat-cepat paham, kau pun akan sama hilang dalam mimpi.

persoalan.

2010-07-16T20:23:00.006+08:00

kawan aku pernah tanya "kenapa kau suka keluar dengan lelaki?"

ye. 'enak' benar soalan tersebut.

bukan kerana gedik bila memilih untuk keluar dengan askar-askar.

bukan juga kerana perasan hot bila memilih untuk keluar dengan bodyguard yang ramai.

meh aku beritahu kenapa aku lebih senang keluar dengan jejaka berbanding gadis-gadis.

1. kalau keluar dengan perempuan banyak kerenah. even aku yang bawak kereta, selalunya aku yang kena ikut perancangan diorg. patutnya kereta aku, minyak aku, ikut suka aku la kan? haha.

2. dorg kalau keluar tak banyak songeh. ajak sekali, on. tak pikir macam-macam.

3. bila tiba-tiba aku tukar plan last minute dorg tak kisah nak ikut. belasah aje.

4. kalau keluar dengan gadis-gadis, bila ajak buat benda bangang, dorg agak hesitate. so tak best.

5. lelaki tak cepat kecik hati. biar aku sorg je emo. hahaha.

6. dorg boleh tunggu aku pilih barang tanpa aku perlu tunggu dorg pilih barang sebab selalunya dorg tak shopping macam-macam.

7. certain lelaki boleh jadi tukang angkat barang. HAHAHAAHH *ok ni aku joking je*

8. dorg boleh jadi good listener. bila aku ada prob. atau emo.

9. rasa selamat. tak perlu risau pasal perogol bersiri ke ape. sbb aku ada bodyguard yg ramai. and ye. aku yakin bodyguard aku bukan perogol sbb aku kenal kawan-kawan aku.

10. rasa cool. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA *ok tipu*

tapiiii.. afiq aimran ahmad tetap cinta hati aku.

iwa, yanie, sara, nana, & fiza tetap kesayangan aku.

zuha, ya, syira, yatie, sheri, ckin, mar, zaret, dila, kamal & iema tetap kawan sampai mati aku.

and segala kawan-kawan perempuan lain - wendy, kina, alia, bella, anisah etc etc.

so jangan salah anggap bila kau orang nampak aku jalan dengan lelaki tengok wayang, pergi makan, main gladiator tengah2 stage, main bowling, atau buat segala benda bodoh yang lain.

aku bukan gedik.

kalau kau kawan aku, aku tau kau tau siapa aku.

thank you.

FIFA world ranking.

2010-07-15T20:34:00.000+08:00

World Cup champion Spain replaced Brazil at the top of the most recent FIFA World Ranking released on Wednesday.

South Africa World Cup 2010 has changed the total rankings of FIFA.

Runners- up Netherlands now became in second place and quarterfinalist Brazil falling to third.

Uruguay has created a great surprise in FIFA rankings too, they were the biggest climbers in the top 10, rising 10 places to sixth. It is their highest ever ranking.

Germany and Argentina created improvement in FIFA rankings. Germany got fourth and Argentina fifth place.

Defending champions Italy dropped six places to 11th and France 12 places to 21st.

But England done improvement, now they are in seventh place.

New Zealand created a most significance rise, now they are in 24 places from 54th .

Asian team Japan ‘s great performance in World Cup took them up 13 places to 32nd .

South Africa also created good record in FIFA ranking, now they are in 66 places from 83rd.

FIFA World Rankings:

Spain (+1)
Netherlands (+2)
Brazil (-3)
Germany (+2)
Argentina (+2)
Uruguay (+10)
England (+1)
Portugal (-5)
Egypt (+3)
Chile (+8)

source:maxinews.co.uk

does this count as annoying?

2010-07-15T13:29:00.005+08:00

"its so fluffy im gonna die!"

haha. they were too cute :P

Gru: you will not cry, or sneeze of barf or fart! no annoying sounds.
Agnes: *flip flop flop flop* (puckles her cheeks) Does this count as annoying?

haha. definitely too cute!

and i definitely gonna watch it for 2nd time! whoever wants to watch it, count me in!

on top of the world.

2010-07-12T12:14:00.008+08:00

on top of the world
photo by Laurence Griffiths

Iker Casillas - winner of golden glove
photo by Laurence Griffiths

faces of victory
photo by Quinn Rooney

Capdevilla & David Villa
photo by Shaun Botterill

suffering defeat
photo by Jasper Juinen

Torres - even off form. tetap celebrate the victory
photo by Alex Livesey

walaupun annoying gila through out the game. but he should be given a credit for putting spain on top of the world
photo by Alex Livesey

comel aje torres ambil gambar kawan2 :p

photo by Alex Livesey

Spain won the World Cup with the right kind of football. No one can argue that its tense 1-0 extra time victory over the Netherlands wasn't deserved.
Where some teams chose grim defense, Spain stuck to its attacking philosophy at this World Cup and, in the end, reaped the biggest reward there is. Where others hoofed balls up field and hoped, the Spanish passed, passed and passed until the goals came.

In becoming the first European nation to win the World Cup outside of Europe, Spain showed that beautiful football can be winning football, too. That positive example can only be good for the global game. Spain plays football in the way that young boys dream of when they kick balls around on pitches and streets -John Leicester, the Associated Press

photos were taken from fifa official website

yuhuu!

2010-07-12T05:35:00.000+08:00

and the trophy goes to..

*bunyik drum*

SPAIN!!

disclaimer.

2010-07-10T09:05:00.004+08:00

as referred to this entry

no question of 'lalang' here
(lalang = support 5-6 teams. wish one of the team go to final)

i support spain from the very beginning.

sometimes i do watch other game.
(in fact 80% of the game - including the 2.30am game)
i do support other team that i want them to proceed to next round.
not that i am lalang or whatsoever you may call it.

i clearly stated i am a spain supporter - no matter they go to final or not (which they already gotten their butt into final), no matter they win or lose. and regardless what mr octo or any freaking bird say anything

i do criticize them if they play sucks.

i know the way they play.

so stop bullshitting spain. and do not call me lalang for god sake.

viva espana!

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yes. world cup do make our life miserable. we lost friends, money and sleeping hour. wish it will be ended soon. and stop all the nonsense.

the baby news.

2010-07-08T16:31:00.004+08:00

'im a broken heart man' - c.ronaldo

c.ronaldo annouced about the baby on fb.

So Cristiano Ronaldo’s baby boy was born on June 17–two days after Portugal played out a goalless draw against Cote d’Ivoire– and no one knew about that?

In other words, the 25-year-old waited almost 3 weeks before announcing to the world that he is now a father.

Coincidentally, this news came out when the public’s attention was on Cristiano Ronaldo following his unremarkable display at the 2010 World Cup and his unprofessional behavior as a captain after he spit at the feet of a camera man at the end of Portugal’s Last 16 defeat to Spain.

Strange! Certainly, Cristiano Ronaldo fans would have found it cute if the skipper had publicly honored his then four-day-old baby with his goal against Korea DPR on June 21 (which was his first for Portugal in just over two years).

Besides, would any soon-to-become father dare to hang out with different girlfriends like Ronaldo did with Kim Kardashian and Co.?

Oh well, then maybe this give more reasons to those who suggest that the mother of Cristiano Ronaldo’s son is a surrogate mother.

Here are the top reasons why people think Cristiano Ronaldo’s baby boy was born to a surrogate mother:

1) Cristiano Ronaldo is gay. He just wants to follow Ricky Martin’s footsteps.

2) Cristiano Ronaldo wants to have a child but having a wife could be tiresome since it would cost him many things. In this case, a surrogate mother answers any prospective problem.

3) Cristiano Ronaldo wants to have a dream kid. This can be made possible with a surrogate mother as well.

source

c. ronaldo = dad? not a very good idea :P

viva espana!

2010-07-08T04:47:00.002+08:00

lari-lari satu rumah.

kepala pusing dah. lagi 4 jam exam commed.

niceee.

pagi isnin nanti boleh sarung jersi merah kuning daku.

wootwooot!

ViVa ESPAÑA! POR ELLOS!

see you in final bebeh!

cute dow octo ni :D

2010-07-07T17:08:00.005+08:00

It's Spain! Psychic Octopus Makes Choice

An apparently psychic octopus has risked the wrath of his fellow countrymen by predicting Spain will beat Germany in the World Cup semi-final.

The creature, known as Paul, has correctly chosen all of his homeland's results so far.

But with one flick of his tentacle - and ignoring Germany's superb form - he has depressed an entire nation by picking their opponents to triumph.

Two plastic boxes with the flag of each country on the front had been placed into his tank at the Oberhausen Sea Life Centre.

With food in both boxes to attract Paul, it is then a matter of waiting until he opens one of them to determine his predicted winner.

On this occasion, he initially went straight for Spain's container.

German hopes were raised as he moved and began to hover over his homeland's flag, but the indecision was brief as he went with his first instinct.

The eight-legged mystic has a perfect record at this tournament - and is said to have had an 80% success rate during Euro 2008.

In what German fans will hope is a good omen, the only tip Paul has ever got wrong is the Germany v Spain final two years ago.

Paul irked England fans by predicting the debacle in Bloemfontein the day before it happened, despite being born in Weymouth.

And to prove he shows no bias, he plumped for Serbia before they defeated Joachim Low's side 1-0 during the group stages.

Rumours that Paul had picked Spain began circulating on Sunday after a picture surfaced showing the octopus choosing the Spanish box.

But, in a flurry of blogging, the image was judged to be a fake with the real prediction not scheduled until the day before the match.

bwahahahahaha. kurafat wei percaya paul the octo aka bomoh. hahaha tapi sebab dia predict spain menang weh. so takpe. hahahaha. kita tengok jelah malam ni.

propa cam euro 2008 ke hape. kalau gimik confirm aku kenduri tako octo pasni. hahaha!

go Spaniards! go torres! :D

source: news.sky.com

annoyed.

2010-07-04T19:26:00.002+08:00

ye.

terlalu annoying bercerita pasal kekalahan argentina.

tambah annoying bila guard hostel aku berperangai ci**i.

ok.

kalau sehari mencarut maknenya memang annoyed sangat-sangat lah tu.

out.

time we almost forgot.

2010-06-30T01:24:00.004+08:00

to whom it may concerned:

bro.
lu ingat gambar-gambar ni?
lu ingat lagi masa-masa ni?

bro.
semalam gua tengok cd-cd lama.
gua dah tau mana gua simpan gambar ni.
huahuahuah.
lawak siut!

bro.
time ni kita kanak-kanak lagi bro.
4 tahun lepas ada kan?

pagi-pagi dah siap.
shah alam-central-genting.
gempak. semua naik bus.
hahahaha. lagi gempak.
satu hari berjalan.
menggeletar lutut.

bro.
gua rindu gila waktu-waktu dulu.
sumpah!

zaman buat kerja gila.
zaman bonnie and clyde kita.

gua rindu lu, bro!

peace and out.

ps: kalau lu tak datang time final world cup memang gua cincang-cincang lu! hmpphhh.

me wish!

2010-06-28T12:34:00.002+08:00

I wanna be a billionaire so fucking bad
buy all of the things I never had
I wanna be on the cover of Forbes magazine
smiling next to Oprah and the Queen

blur.

2010-06-22T22:08:00.004+08:00

mendung di PD | 2010

......

......

......

berkobar-kobar rasa nak update blog.

tapi tiba-tiba...

....
....

mental block!

hadoi.

oh anyway. few days back ada mini reunion utk kanak2 UMSians. syok wo. nanti aku upload gambar. upload je lah. tapi takde la bagi description panjang2 sebab aku malas plus aku kena luangkan lebih masa utk world cup lol. ok aku tipu. aku tidur je lebih.

till then.

jumpa lagi ciaow.

reminder.

2010-06-21T11:32:00.002+08:00

154.

2010-06-19T17:57:00.002+08:00

850311095***
Tahniah!
Anda berjaya ditawarkan program CK58 di UTeM.
Layari laman web IPTA berkaitan untuk Surat Tawaran

patut message macam ni buat aku senyum sepanjang hari.

tapi dah terbalik.

idup aku jadi muram suram.

hati aku susah.

kenapa?

ya Allah. lembutkan lah hati dia.

:(

..

2010-06-16T00:04:00.000+08:00

There's a point in your life,
when you get tired of chasing someone
and trying to fix everything.
...But its not giving up.
Its realizing that you dont need certain people,
the bullshit and
the drama they bring.

semua orang cerita pasal world, aku pun nak cerita pasal world cup jugak.

2010-06-13T23:44:00.003+08:00

musim sleep deprivation kembali.

syndrome lalok ke kelas atau ke kerja juga kembali.

ptosis di mana saja.

topik perbualan pasal game malam tadi mula singgah kat mulut penggemar bola.

dosa terkumpul dek kerana marahkan keeper yang bodoh. *tiada kaitan dgn keeper england lol*

atau kerana makikan pengadil.

ni semua gara-gara sebijik piala ni.

aku spain. korang?

produk masa-masa terbuang.

2010-06-11T10:26:00.005+08:00

ok jangan tanya ni apa.

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pardon me, im never good with camera. tq.

150-

2010-06-11T02:35:00.003+08:00

i am very friggin sure.

i am not gonna let this happen.

again.

at this time. at least.

goodnite malaysia!

*off to bed*

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never good in telling myself to behave.

yummei!

2010-06-10T22:05:00.003+08:00

"Chocolate remedies adversity." - Jareb Teague

movie review.

2010-06-09T01:45:00.002+08:00

its like.

watching new moon all over again.

disapointing.

super pathetic.

ps: tengok movie ni masa hari pertama tayangan. berkobar-kobar. bila tgk. speechless. rasa nak bakar wayang pun ada =.=

melankoli.

2010-06-08T18:00:00.002+08:00

ada kala kita perlu berpatah balik
di mana ianya bermula
melihat bagaimana ia boleh disemarakkan
kerana setiap peluang memberikan kemungkinan
namun kadang2 ia memerlukan lebih daripada itu....

2010-06-04T08:29:00.000+08:00

selamat pagi malaysia!

where art thou?

2010-06-03T23:44:00.000+08:00

pic taken from sudsandsoda

Where are you now
When I need you the most
Why don't you take my hand
I want to be close

Take my hand and walk with me, yeah
Where are you now
When nothing is going right
Where are you now
I can't see the light

So take my hand and walk with me
show me what to be, yeah
I need you to set me free, yeah yeah

Where are you now
Now that I'm half grown
Why are we far apart
I feel all alone

Where are you now
When nothing is going right
Where are you now
I can't see the light

haihss.

2010-06-03T07:53:00.001+08:00

dia merajuk lagi.

kaku.

keras.

panas.

ps: jangan kau cakap nak beli kereta baru depan dia. dia merajuk. kau jugak yang susah!

the westin wedding of kak gina & abg sheikh ;)

2010-05-31T15:23:00.006+08:00

kak gina and abg sheikh

the siblings.

bride's side

pelamin

si poser dan si gedik.

sisters and aunty

souvenir.

the MCs - qila and radhi (both are lawyers!)

some pictures were actually captured by my bro in law. smart okeh!

captured by Abg Rizal
*our table*

captured by Abg Rizal

**gambar ni terpaksa cilok from abg rizal sebab time ni aku termanual setting kat lens. pastu aku tak sedar. walalala. sengal =.=

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ehhh. nak lebih2 tengok fb aku lah! :P

.garden theme akad nikah.

2010-05-30T10:32:00.004+08:00

♥ Sheikh Zainuddin & Julaina Johari♥

Kak Gina & Rafiq

Masjid Putrajaya

Cousins: Rafiq & Esraf

141.

2010-05-27T10:53:00.001+08:00

nak delete blog la camnihhh,.

sebab takde sapa nak datang pun.

HAHAHAHAH.

*gila berbaur desperate*

LOL

takde lah. gurau je.

tak delete pun even takde org datang menjengah.

aku terlalu takde idea utk mengupdate.

india.

2010-05-26T12:51:00.006+08:00

i missed india.
a lot!

me plus you.

2010-05-26T01:31:00.001+08:00

bieber fever.
simply cant resist
:p

moments that should always be remembered.

2010-05-25T00:08:00.003+08:00

i always had a 'thing' with my cikgu-cikgu. secara lansung atau tidak berkadar lansung, tapi mesti setiap sekolah yang aku masuk mesti ada je kenangan yang membuatkan cikgu-cikgu tersebut rasa serik nak mempunyai anak murid macam aku.

aku ingat lagi. time darjah satu. ada classmate aku mata tercucuk pensil tajam. berdarah. gila la cuak gila maklumla darjah satu kot. time tu ada yang masih stok kencing malam kat tilam lagi. tiba-tiba tgk orang mata berdarah. time tu aku takkan boleh lupa cikgu bhs melayu aku. dia mmg kental dalam masa yang sama kena tenangkan budak yang mata tercucuk pensil tu dan kena tenangkan jugak budak-budak lain yang menangis ketakutan.

bila darjah lima aku ingat lagi ada satu cikgu kereta dia buruk sangat penuh dengan sticker and aku selalu kutuk dia tapi dia selalu layan aku baik-baik sebab cikgu mana bleh diskriminasi kan? campur dengan cikgu razak yang selalu tumpangkan aku balik rumah kat buloh kasap sebab sekolah aku jauh sangat-sangat dari rumah.

bila masuk darjah 6 aku pindah sekolah sebab selalu masuk sukan cikgu lantik jadi pengawas (takde kaitan) lepas tu selalu kena warning sebab datang sekolah lambat walaupun rumah cuma belakang sekolah. cikgu tu mesti menyesal jadikan aku pengawas.

masa form 1-3 lagi teruk. kena paksa diri tengah panas sebab tak siap kerja semata-mata masuk choral speaking. cikgu denda diri tengah malam kat dataran sambil di suluh lampu kereta time budak lelaki balik prep sebab main pop kuiz kat kelas dan memekak. kena baling kapur time kelas sejarah sebab tidur. dipaksa dengan rela berdiri atas kerusi (kadang-kadang) meja sebab tak pernah hafal bahasa arab. fly semata-mata nak pergi exam MRSM. tak masuk selalu bertekak dengan warden aspuri sebab warden tu benci perempuan.

form 4-5 bila kena diri luar kelas sebab tak siap kerja, teros pegi toilet pastu conteng dinding toilet chating dengan classmate yang sama-sama kena denda. berdating sampai kena sebat dengan pengetua. tak masuk lari berjoging tengah malam atau ketuk ketampi 100x sebelum pergi kelas sampai terketar2 lutut.

sampai dah besar mesti ada je kenangan dengan cikgu-cikgu.

aku tak pasti cikgu-cikgu ingat lagi tak dia ada anak murid degil dan jahanam macam aku. and aku tau aku dah sangat-sangat lambat utk cakap terima kasih utk semua tunjuk ajar, didikan dan teguran. ingat lagi cikgu kimia merayu aku study kimia sbb trial dapat 8E. nasib baik dia nasihat kalau tak mesti aku end up dengan result spm yang macam tah apa-apa.

walaupun aku yakin aku benci bila warden jerit nama aku kuat-kuat even dia tengah mengajar kelas lain sebab aku datang lambat. walaupun aku malas sangat buat karangan BM, walaupun aku selalu gelak bila ada orang mengejek cikgu (termasuk la aku kadang2 join jugak) aku tetap bersyukur. selain dari ibu bapa, adik beradik dan kawan2, cikgu-cikgu adalah manusia terpenting yang corak hidup aku sampai sekarang.

aku takkan pernah lupa. manusia-manusia mulia yang tak jemu mendidik walaupun ada anak murid yang degil gila macam aku. yang akan sentiasa senyum dan tak pernah marah bila anak murid dia asyik tidur (mungkin dia pun dah give up nak mara).

jadi walaupun dah terlambat aku tetap nak cakap;

SELAMAT HARI GURU

utk semua cikgu-cikgu yang dah mendidik aku secara sengaja atau tidak, untuk semua cikgu-cikgu yang aku kenal dan utk semua kawan-kawan aku yang dah jadi cikgu.

semoga cikgu-cikgu terus mendidik anak bangsa supaya satu hari nanti budak tu akan cakap, "kalaula tak sebab cikgu xxx yang mengajar aku dulu, tentu aku takkan berjaya sampai sekarang"

terima kasih banyak-banyak :)

lagendary.

2010-05-21T18:20:00.001+08:00

kecik2 zaman umur belum masuk sekolah menengah aku dah baca novel ni. memang lagendary. aku tak sabar nak tgk cerita ni kat wayang. !

keseronokan tiada batasan.

2010-05-13T20:27:00.005+08:00

sumpah best!

why they left and continue leaving..

2010-05-08T00:20:00.001+08:00

Wednesday, May 05, 2010

Why we left and why we will continue to leave...

Posted by: MS Mohamad

I read an interesting article today about a few prominent figures addressing their concern over the increasing UKM and UM medical graduates who have left the country to continue their medical practice overseas.

After reading the news for 3 times, I called a very close friend, an MD (UKM) graduate to ask his opinion on how the news might have affected him. He has been working in Singapore for more than a decade as a Consultant Surgeon with a certain sub-specialty

"Why be a slave in your own country, when you are a king in another?" He replied.

Indeed, if anybody would want to find a reason why all of us left, either after housemanship, after being a specialist, or even after sub specializing, and now, even prior to doing housemanship, they need not look at our payslip, or the wealth that we have gained overseas, but only to the Medical System that has been rotting in the ignorance and politic-based stupidity that Malaysia has been well-known for (in the medical field).

I have served the system for nearly 2 decades of my career, waiting for it to improve for so long, and only finding myself in despair, quitting with a 24-hour notice and serving abroad. The system is, in my opinion, keeping doctors, since the beginning of their career as House Officers to the end of it, in the lowermost priority. When I was working there, doctors are so ill-treated, while the nurses and the medical assistants are overpowering us.

I still remember the days when I was doing seeing patients and rounds as an MO, while the staff nurses would mind their own business, having breakfast in the pantry, or having gossip chats at their own leisure. My House Officers would then have to do merely all the labour-work, up to the extent of setting intravenous drips, and serving medications. If I am to expect the nurses, my patients would have been dead, or the work would have been too slowly or incompletely done.

When I was a House Officer, I had to run down 4-5 floors just to review a blood investigation of a dying dengue patient. The ward staff would either be nowhere around, or will say that he is busy (busier than the doctor?) or the answer I got at that time:

"Doktor nak cepat, doktor turun sendirilah, gaji doktor lagi banyak dari saya"

Even when I was a Specialist, the staff nurses had to be called again and again just to make sure the management plan for the patient would be done. I was already used to answers from them:

“I’m busy with something else"

“My shift is already over"

...it was routine for me.

The Medical Assistants were worse. They would hide behind their so-called boss, the Head of Medical Assistant. They feel hiding behind him would make them not under our jurisdiction, that we have no power to instruct them in managing the patient, that they have power to manage own their own. I've seen them giving medications not as we prescribed, performing procedures without our knowledge, as if they are the actual "Doctors". They are in their own world, and we have to do their job, taking blood, labelling samples, and even cleaning gadgets from the procedures that we have done.

Oh, but the ministry loves this group. They even let them run a clinic now, instead of upgrading the clinics already run by doctors. The government feels that the MAs are very important and should never be ill-treated by those big bad doctors. One time when I was a District Hospital Medical Officer, I was conducting a delivery of a baby. An MA insisted that I remove my car which was block-parking his car. I answered through the phone that I was busy.

He came to the labor room and yelled "Semua orang pun sibuk jugak, macamlah doktor seorang yang sibuk!”

It is insulting that an MA or a staff nurse claims that they are BUSY, as busy as a doctor? As a Malaysian Doctor, I have even worked for 72 hours straight. I have experienced working until my 6 month old daughter did not recognize me at the end of the week.

Is that how busy they are? I am very sure that they are so busy, that they can only spend 2 hours at the nearby Mamak stall, or can only leave at 5:10 PM instead of 5, or can only have 1 hour of lunch.

The management staffs are worse. I have to beg and plead so that I can get my on-call claims, of RM25 per 48 hours of work. While sitting in an air-conditioned office, they will at their own leisure, process my call claims so that I will receive them by the next decade.

The state health or Hospital Director would just give another inspirational talk (of bollocks) on team effort and beauty of teamwork.

That is how Malaysian doctors are treated in the government sector: without respect, without dignity and without significance. Why?

It is because we are bound by ethics to try our best to save lives, despite how ill-treated we are. We hardly have time to complaint because we are too busy or tired, and we would rather spend the precious time resting or seeing our loved ones. The burden of trying to save lives is on our shoulders alone. No MAs or Staff nurses would shoulder it with us. They have their own bosses: the Sisters, Matrons, or Head of MAs, which job description is to ensure that the big bad doctors will not ask their underlings to do extra work.

This is how the Malaysian Ministry of Health have treated their doctors. I am very sure that in each and every doctor, there is a slowly-burning patience in serving the Malaysian people, which will eventually fade and cause them to surrender to serving a place that treats them better.

A few colleagues who graduated from UK choose to serve there:

"The pay is more, and we get the respect we deserve"

Another works in Brunei:

“Here the staff nurses respect Malaysian doctors, and they are very co-operative" (He ended up marrying one)

A few are consultants in Singapore (working with me):

"Here we are treated well, we spearhead the management, and every else do their work to the best of their capabilities".

A few even enjoys working in Indonesia:

“The work-load is horrible since there are a lot of patients, but we are well respected by every hospital personnel" (They have migrated there for nearly a decade)

I am sure that people will see doctors as power-hungry individuals who want to be the boss in the hospital. Trust me, after having graduated 6-7 years of medical school, earning a DEGREE, and subsequently MASTERS, and SUBSPECIALITY, you would expect a degree of respect and being considered important. We are trying our best to improve patient's quality of life, or making sure he lives another day. Is it too much to ask from the system that we are important?

I find that Malaysia is the only country that is making doctors' lives miserable and treated like rubbish. It was never about the pay in the first place. It is about the treatment we are getting and the false political-based promises. Do you know that the so-called circular about doctors can have the day off after working 24 hours straight released JULY 2009 is not yet implemented? Do you know that the raise of UD 41 to 44 does not involve every doctor in the government service?

We are waiting for improvement. We have waited a long time when we were working in the system. Somewhere along the line we decided to leave and wait outside the system. Until the system changes, we will continue to work overseas, in countries which are appreciative of us. Trust me, Malaysian-graduate doctors are considered highly skilful and competent in neighbouring countries, and the 15 % brain drain is more significant than you think.

We will return when the system prioritize us and gives us the quality of life we deserve.

If it stays the same, Malaysian Hospitals would end up having Staff nurses and Medical Assistants as "Doctors", and we would have to send patients to Indonesia for an appendicectomy.

Hear our voice. We hardly speak, but will usually fade away from conflict (and fly to another place).

source: the star online

beloved.

2010-05-03T19:28:00.002+08:00

♥♥

from FIFA 10 with love.

2010-05-03T18:01:00.002+08:00

click image for bigger picture.

roflmao.

bila orang hina, kita diam aje. ok?

2010-04-25T12:18:00.002+08:00

ape perasaan korang.

kalau korang tak buat salah (or sebenarnye ada buat tapi takde la besar sangat. self defense katanya) tapi orang benci korang gila-gila tahap dewa punya.

atau korang cuba buat baik, tapi orang sumpah taknak layan dan tak pernah pun nak hargai semuanya.

ape perasaan korang?

marah?

sedih?

tapi aku rasa.

sabar tu jawapan yang paling tepat utk setiap kejadian di atas.

kawan aku pernah cakap.

"Allah akan meredhai setiap hambanya yang meredhai setiap ujian yang diberikan oleh-Nya"

tepuk dada, tanya iman.

kecewa!

2010-04-21T19:38:00.001+08:00

kenapa

setiap

kali

aku

jumpa

blog

yang

best

aku

tak

save

urlnya?

bodoh.ok!

129-

2010-04-20T22:17:00.001+08:00

kau
kau
kau
dan kau
buat hati aku tak tenang.

kau
kau
kau
dan kau
buat aku jadi sedih, marah, terhina dan segalanya.

kau
mana hilang semangat aku?

kau
jangan hilang
tolong!

random #3

2010-04-19T17:24:00.001+08:00

aku berazam..

untuk kutip walau sekecil-kecil batu pun.
untuk di jadikan penguat dinding.

aku berazam..

untuk mengumpul kekuatan.
dari seluruh pelusuk alam.
walau sebesar zarah pun.

untuk melupakan kamu.

random #2

2010-04-18T22:14:00.002+08:00

waktu pagi itu.
aku tahu itu mungkin kali yang terakhir.

waktu pagi itu.
aku tahu kau akan tinggalkan aku.

waktu pagi itu.
satu persatu cerita hidup aku pergi bersamamu.

sushi time!

2010-04-15T19:16:00.004+08:00

sempena meraikan hari melaka-bandaraja-bersejarah.
mari ber-sushi king sepinggan 2 hengget!

wendy

me-anisah-bella

hasil ratahan raksasa! - total of 20 plates!

orang kecil.

2010-04-15T08:12:00.004+08:00

hostel mmmc, april 2010

by wani ardy.

hari ini aku lihat awan biru dan hijau dedaunnya.
ku lupa betapa indahnya kehidupan yang sebenar.

tersesak dalam cita, diuji dan diduga.
namun aku ini hanya orang kecil.

jauhnya cinta, jauhnya bahagia.
lelah gelita, kosongnya jiwa.
ku impikan bulan, ku terjatuh di bintang.
bersyukur apa yang ada, ku 'kan sampai ke sana.

hari ini kulihat temanku dan separuhnya bersatu.
ku lupa betapa indahnya kehidupan sebenar.

tersungkur bangun lagi, komplikasi duniawi.
namun aku ini hanya orang kecil.

off i go.

2010-04-13T13:45:00.001+08:00

disebabkan tekanan dari sekolah. hospital dan segalanya.

certain-certain manusia yang buat aku serabut.

sedih.

marah.

dan rasa nak mencarut 1 juta kali.

lebih baik aku blah.

aku kembali bila hati dah tenang nanti.

tq for reading.

benci.

2010-04-12T17:08:00.001+08:00

aku benci O&G tahap taknak pergi end posting exam dah.

aku benci MMMC tahap taknak belajar lagi dah.

aku benci hari ini tahap aku rasa nak tidur je sampai esok bangun mula hari baru.

aku emo.

palpitation weh!

2010-04-09T02:41:00.002+08:00

palpitation.

tachycardia.

cold extremities.

*cough cough*

breathlessness.

tremor.

hypertension.

stress!

stress!

results P2s1 dah keluar. congrats utk darling-darlingku - iwa, nana, fiza, & nana.

tak lupa jugak utk anas & ezyana.

phewww..

lepas ni aku pulak.

stress memuncak!

121-

2010-04-07T18:19:00.003+08:00

syarat: choose only one.

1. makan atau tidur?
- tidur. aku sanggup tidur dan berlapar sebab malas carik makanan tengah malam.

2. baca atau kira?
- dulu suka kira. subjek favourite aku time spm adalah fizik. oh kagum. sekarang dah bodoh matematik. jadi aku suka baca. oh terpaksa sebenarnya.

3. spec atau lens.
- lens. spec buat aku nampak tidak cute. HAHAHAHAH. ok tipu. aku tak cute even aku pakai lens skali pun.

4. motor atau kereta.
- kereta. aku takde lesen motor. aku penah jatuh motor banyak kali masa bawak motor secara haram time kat india.

5. kopi atau tea.
- kopi buat aku migraine. tea buat aku gastrik. aku pilih milo. boleh?

6. short or long pants.
- kaki aku tak kurus dan tak hot. so aku pilih long pants.

7. lelaki atau perempuan
- aku prefer lelaki. tak banyak kerenah berbanding perempuan. lagipun aku straight! haha.

8. facebook atau friendster?
- sumpah aku dah lebih 1 tahun tak bukak friendster. so aku pilih facebook.

9. rock atau dangdut.
- tolonglah kalau taknak kena maki hamun jangan la bagi aku dengar lagu dangdut. tak rock la weh!

10. kasut atau selipar.
- selipar. lebih jamban lebih cool. tq.

sambungkan..

1. saya suka.. tidur dalam kelas.

2. saya makan.. apa saja tolak batu dan kayu, serta benda-benda haram seperti vavi mahupun siput vavi walaupun ia tidak haram.

3. saya minum.. apa saja asalkan bukan beer, vodka, champagne, margarita atau alcohol yang lain.

4. pada suatu hari.. saya selaku ketua group kena mara sebab tak perform. jadi saya terus menyimpan kebencian pada subjek tersebut.

5. kawan-kawan saya.. siapa saja yang boleh buat saya gembira.

3 benda yang orang tak tahu pasal anda:

1. saya tak makan karipap.

2. saya tak suka makan daging.

3. saya pernah belajar piano seawal umur 7 tahun tapi sebab belajar tak habis jadi saya tak mampu jadi macam maksim.

*sepatutnya tag blogger lain untuk buat. tapi aku malas hehe. kalau korang rajin, korang buat ea ;)

120. i hate you!

2010-04-07T18:04:00.003+08:00

baru hari ni aku sedar...

AKU BENCI SANGAT-SANGAT O&G!

**o&g = obstetrics & gynaecology

bila filem atau drama melayu nak maju?

2010-04-07T00:51:00.002+08:00

kalau aku cakap direct nanti ada la yang tak puas hati kan? tapi kau rasa sakit hati tak kalau tengok benda-benda nonsense dalam movie atau drama-drama melayu.

cth: buat CPR pun tak betul.

benda-benda ni memang kecil. tapi kadang-kadang seolah olah memperbodohkan orang yang menengok movie/drama tu pulak. as if orang sekarang takde yang jadi doktor or blajar medic. even orang-orang tak belajar medic atau takde asas dalam medic pun tau cara kau buat tu salah.

ada certain cerita tu berbelit-belit. nak buat macam cerita berat overseas la kononnya. lastnya, pelakon sendiri tak paham. penonton ape tah lagi. tak pun cerita meleret-leret. tapi ending entah apa-apa. memang ada cerita overseas pun macam ni. ye lar takkan semua cerita ending nak happy2 je kan? tapi biar lah semenggah sikit kan?

aku bukan nak agung-agung kan karya luar. tapi kalau tgk product2 filem/drama malaysia ni, buat sambil lewa je. pengarah mana, tak payah cakap la. confirm korang pun sependapat dgn aku.

orang tak nak tengok filem berat dan sedikit slow tapi penuh mesej karya Yasmin Ahmad. yang orang rebut-rebut nak tengok cerita senario (contoh). hadoiyai. sakit otak aku. lawak pun tak lawak sebenarnye.

malas nak cakap. yang penting hati aku sakit tengok orang pakai defibrillator pun macam tekap span kat dada. buat CPR pun tangan bengkok. and ada benda tercucuk kat leher, cabut macam tu je. gila tak realistik! ada vessel yang besar kat situ la gila! makin mati la patient tu.

argh. emosi aku!

***jangan salah anggap dengan entry ni. aku masih lagi tahap beli tiket wayang untuk tgk movie-movie melayu, masih makan depan tv semata-mata nak tengok drama melayu. cuma kadang-kadang sedih. kalau polish sikit even benda-benda kecik, kan lebih baik?

friggin' annoyed.

2010-04-05T23:14:00.002+08:00

Starbucks Coffee, Dataran Pahlawan, March 2010
gambar hiasan

selsema tahap "rendam kepala dalam air pastu kau sedut air tu puas-puas guna hidung"
menusuk kalbu
confirm tak boleh tidur
memang terbaiklah!

kanak-kanak kecil.

2010-04-05T13:03:00.003+08:00

aku ada satu story zaman kanak-kanak belum mumaiyiz.

aku dan kakak aku pernah ada cubaan nak lari rumah.

disebabkan tekanan dan paksaan makan dengan banyak oleh maid kitorg kut masa tu.
atau pun saje-saje supaya 'satu hari nanti ada lah benda kau nak cerita dalam blog kau'

haha.

ape pun alasan aku time tu, yang penting time tu ktorg kecik lagi. belum sekolah menengah pun.

macam movie-movie kanak-kanak kurang kasih sayang, aku dan kakak aku packing baju supaya bila nak jauh nanti ada la baju nak tukar. time tu takde duit. seposen pun takde. sedih ok. tapi takpe. kitorang tetap kental.

kami dua panjat pagar utk keluar. sebenarnya pagar tu gila punya rendah. tapi sebab nak nampak dramatik sikit kan. hehe.

lepas panjat pagar dan jalan lebih kurang 500m dari kawasan rumah, aku dan kakak aku nampak satu makhluk tuhan ni.

parking baik punya dalam porch rumah cina jiran aku.

sebab kami ni kanak-kanak yang 'kononnye' kurang kasih sayang *padahal penakut* pergi la lari lintang pukang macam nampak hantu.

lari-lari sambil panjat pagar.

masuk balik rumah. pergh fobia wa cakap sama lu!

dalam rumah tak berhenti-henti maki.

"hampeh punya anjing. kau buat ktorg cuak aje"

sejak dari tu, takde lansung usaha pelarian dari rumah dirancangkan lagi. dan kami membesar bagai johan!

end.

exaggerate medical student.

2010-03-31T19:06:00.004+08:00

kenapa kalau medical student je mesti nak diagnose diri sendiri ada sakit pelik-pelik?

cth:

kalau selalu sakit kepala.
diagnosis - brain tumor.
padahal tension/stress headache.

sakit leher. sakit kepala.
diagnosis - meningitis.
wtf?

adakah kerana kita di dedahkan dengan terlampau banyak penyakit yang scary-scary belaka atau bebanan kerja yang banyak walaupun bila kerja tau gaji memang ciput?

sampai most of us otak jadi mereng. kepala jadi sewel.

moral: don't send ur son/daughter to medical school. period.

random.

2010-03-30T21:32:00.002+08:00

tiba-tiba rasa rindu kat iphone bila tgk semua orang carry iphone. sabar-sabar. nanti ada duit baru boleh pergi repair lagi. berbaloi or tak. tak dapat nak di pastikan. kalau banyak duit dah lama sambar iphone baru. walaupun sekarang trend orang angkut blackberry ke sana ke mari, iphone still pada aku ada value tersendiri. sayu pandang iphone yang dah rosak. kalau lah buat cpr atau guna defibrillator boleh hidup balik macam manusia yang nazak, dah lama aku buat. tapi apekan daya :(

**************

nak main paintball lagi this saturday. ada orang nak join?

**************

setiap hari senyap-senyap baca blog orang. kalau ada anugerah silent reader yang agung, award tu jangan lupa pass kat aku. mintak maaf kalau aku tak pernah tinggal jejak. korang care atau tidak. yang pasti setiap blog aku masuk, aku tak pernah lagi rasa kecewa. unless tuan tanah tak update berzaman tondan. other than that, aku memang kagum! korang tulis blog dari umur 4 tahun ke?

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sorry aku tatau earth hour ada lagi. haha. memang ketinggalan zaman. takde tv ok. see? jimat tak? lol. sebenarnye sebab tv dah dikidnap. and aku pulak jenis baca-gossip-artis-tapi-tak-baca-berita-semasa. haha.

berguna ke earth hour tu? propaganda je?

sampai sekarang sejak mula ada kempen earth hour aku masih tak boleh terima dan tak boleh fikirkan rasional nya. dalam masa 1 jam tu berapa sangat lah elektrik yang korang boleh jimat kalau korang memang dasar keluar-bilik-tak-penah-tutup-lampu-dan-aircond. hmph.

**************

kelas dari pukul 8pagi sampai 6petang memang boleh buat aku gila!

**************

sekian.

shoot 'em all!

2010-03-29T21:27:00.009+08:00

we went for paintball just now. freaking awesome weh! no SDL today. so our O&G and super-relax-commed group kinda bergabung tenaga playing paintball at bukit katil. oh yea. plus nana.

awesome so-called soldiers -
team A: *kami panggil kami gagah* HAHA
: nana, amad, radhi, anisah, juen and me!

team B: *walaupun 2nd half dorg menang tapi tak kire. tanak jugak ngaku dorg gagah* HAHA
: shidan, wendy, asha, sam, zaki & yun yaw

*and plus another 2 strangers. budak kecik. but agak hebat jugak* =.= 10-15 years old. idk!

tempat ni basically ada 2 areas. 1 macam kawasan lapang (i dunno what they call that area). for beginner like us, better try this area first.

another 1 is hutan area. quite an area jugakla. semak samun and mosquitoes bugging us, made it harder for us to see our opponent team. because its already around 5.30 ++, didnt spend much time there. we played until some of us 'dead' or the pallets finished. macam movie behind enemy line siut!

still cant forget when juen started to roll over and crawled, we all pun terus bersemangat to 'kill' them all! unfortunately some of us are 'dead' earlier than the other team. lol.

i cant rmmbr the name of this place. but if any of u want to go im sure i remembered the way to go there. *ceruk2 juga ler*

nana & me ;)

anisah, me, nana, wendy, amad

first part of the game. we all kinda scared. AT FIRST! :P

hutan part - not much picture. because we all scattered around.

super awe-freakin-some people!

last but not least - team gagah :P

team tak bape nak gagah HAHAHA
*im so dead :P*

next time should go again and take more pictures ;)

♥♥

2010-03-27T19:41:00.002+08:00

seronok kan bila dapat enjoy dengan orang-orang yang disayangi?

monolog.

2010-03-26T21:14:00.007+08:00

Pantai Puteri, Melaka, mac 2010

kalau pun hati ini bisa pecah berkeping-keping.

kaki ini longlai dan tak mampu berdiri.

biarlah.

asalkan mereka-mereka yang disayangi tetap gembira.

dilindungi Allah sentiasa.

aku rela.
asalkan kau senyum ketawa dan bahagia.

compliment.

2010-03-26T19:10:00.001+08:00

thanks kepada kina yang kasi award ni.

;)

hari meraikan kawan sedunia ;)

2010-03-26T13:25:00.004+08:00

haritu kami yang dah jarang-jarang and lama tak berkumpul disebabkan tuntutan nafsu. eh silap. tuntutan kerja and masa yang tak teratur dan idup yang tunggang tebalik; meraikan hari menunjukkan kasih sayang (lol) sesama sendiri. haha.

venue: pantai puteri & restoren sri percik malim.

anggota kaki tangan terlibat: nana, yanie, sara, fiza, iwa & me.

momtot2 hahaha.

kelapa yang dikerjakan iwa

yang pasti bukan bot nelayan

gambar yang memerlukan tenaga yang banyak -__-"

bawak-bawakler balik :P

skali skala mestila nak enterframe kan? :P

bunga yang takde kaitan dengan kami

friends! ;)

next: sawah padi bukit rambai. huahua.

according to you.

2010-03-25T12:57:00.002+08:00

Orianthi - According To You

bagi yang tatau. Orianthi ni adalah one of lead guitarist for Micheal Jackson This Is It concert.
cool tak? cool tak?

kalau mak aku bagi aku pegang gitar dari umur 4 tahun pun confirm aku bleh shredding laju-laju macam dia kan?

tapi masalahnya ayah aku cakap: "kelas gitar nak pegi. kalau mintak pegi kelas Quran takpe jugak"

adeh. ambek kau sebijik.

-__-"

moral of the story: blajar jela gitar sendiri sampai tua. hakhak.

doa pagi hari.

2010-03-23T09:05:00.000+08:00

Kuala Kangsar, Perak, Mac 2010

ya Allah ya tuhan ku.

jadikanlah aku manusia yang cool gila.

boleh doa macam tu tak?

budak-budak zaman sekarang. tsk tsk

2010-03-23T00:11:00.003+08:00

persoalannya:

1. apekah relevannya superman zaman sekarang ni?

2. and budak sekolah (sekolah rendah pulak tu) dah pandai bercinta? wtf.

ape pun. cute jugak videoclip ni.

walaupun aku benci dengar lagu ni. haha

terima kasih daun keladi.

2010-03-20T13:23:00.003+08:00

clap clap.

tapi tipu. tak beautiful pun (aku la). haha.

thanks kepada kina pemberi award.

7 things bout myself? *pemberi award suruh tulis*
1. tidak cool
2. tidak lembut dan ayu.
3. loud.
4. grumpy.
5. rebellious.
6. big spender. aka suka membazir wow!
7. not cute. but adorable. AHAHAHHAAHAHA

bila aku sudah boring..

2010-03-15T21:52:00.001+08:00

hah. amek kau. 3 entries dalam satu hari. poyo tak poyo?

weekend aritu aku siblings dan abang ipar serta anak buah jalan2 ke perak. actually utk wedding kakak aku no 2 kat kuala kangsar (belah lelaki) so ktorg tinggal kan parents ktorg -_-" dan pegi seawal pagi heading to perak sebab nak pegi tambun. wootwoots. ok jakun. jangan cakap banyak. tengok aje gambar.

nanti letak lagi. panas ati ngan streamyx. kura-kura pun dah boleh belajar berlari. streamyx entah bila nak belajar laju-laju. sampai aku dah umur 50 tahun dan dah rasa tak hingin nak main internet lagi agaknya *sigh*

i think you should know

2010-03-15T19:20:00.001+08:00

001. i don't eat curry puff (karipap)

suatu masa dulu.

2010-03-15T18:47:00.004+08:00

haaa... penah tengok tak orang pakai selipar besar?

masa kecik-kecik, mak aku kata aku selalu pakai selipar besar.

ingat kan bila besar aku ada la fashion sense sikit and tidak lagi pakai selipar besar dari saiz sebenar. tapi hampeh. sampai form 5 aku masih pakai selipar besar. relek aje. sampai satu hari kawan aku kata, "kau pakai selipar macam ni pegi dating, bf pun lari" haha. time tu aku buat muka tak reti je.

cerita di sebalik selipar besar: aku pegi BATA nak beli selipar. cheapskate gila pakai selipar bata. haha aku peduli ape. aku nak beli saiz 6. tapi taktau kenapa sengal aku beli saiz 9. aku beli selipar tu time form 3. siap ikut pindah pegi jasin pakai sampai form 5. tambah cool siap ikut aku sampai matrix. lol. memang terbaik ah. bestfriend aku. siap angkut bawak pegi main basketball. relek aje. sampai one day..

selipar tu dipijak basketball player yang lain :( and putus T___T

ever since that, aku berazam untuk mempunyai sedikit fashion sense. dan tidak pakai selipar besar lagi.

and aku ada pengikut! hehe. nanti aku update gamba die dgn selipar besar. takde pulak dalam lappy ni. ;)

hikayat merong mahawangsa

2010-03-11T23:08:00.000+08:00

cool bukan?

satu selepas seratus.

2010-03-10T21:47:00.004+08:00

taken by iphone@mines

mau ni? BELI SENDIRI LAAA :P
pic taken from cupcakesbywondermilk

ENCIK AFIQ AIMRAN,
happy birthdayyy!!
saya berazam untuk tidak lupa lagi birthday awak -___-"
may all your wishes come true!
i'll support u hun. luv u byk2~!

u dah tua oh.
u dah takleh join i wat kerja-kerja manusia jobless lagi.
u dah tak fun oh.
hahhahaha.

selamat tua! :P

100. My Sister's Wedding

2010-03-10T12:13:00.003+08:00

Date: 27 February 2010
Venue: Batu Pahat, Johor

Congrats sis!

satu sebelum seratus.

2010-03-08T10:30:00.004+08:00

ape perasaan korang kalau tengah cuti panjang tapi korang takde duit nak jalan-jalan plus takde orang pun nak di ajak jalan? haa. sumpah bosan kan? sebab tu lah aku masih stuck kat melaka sebab malas gila nak balik kampung. confirm aku catatonic nanti sebab bosan tatau nak buat ape. at least kat sini bleh layan wayang sampai lebam dengan kawan-kawan yang sama tanak balik cuti. lols.

nak tau aktiviti aku? ~~tanak tau sudah~~ :P

post-holiday day 1:
sebab sangap sangat. nak keluar pun malas. main the sims sampai mata pun pinar-pinar. petang tu yanie, nana, sara, fiza, iwa ajak keluar makan. tapi sebab dah bantai putu mayam so aku tak nak la keluar lagi. kononnye putu mayam mengeyangkan. sekali time malam lapar gilerr ohh. then amad and radzi ajak keluar layan ikan bakar kat alai. syiok. orang dah offer nak bawak makan. aku ikut je. pulak tu tengah lapar. berlawan-lawan makan dengan amad. walaupun dia demam tapi dia makan nasik lemak 3 bungkus. -___-"

post-holiday day 2:
hari sangap 2. malas gila nak bangun tidur oh. -__-" anisah ajak keluar tengok alice in wonderland 3D. sangat best! *recommended oke* sila la kawan-kawan ku tgk cter tu. then after that masih petang lagi so kitorg jalan from DP tu pegi la melawat AFamosa.

aFamosa

kesan global warming -_-"

post-holiday day 3:
hari sangap 3. berjaya mengesan manusia yang masih tak balik -- radhi. sebab radzi ngan amad geng sepencarian makanan dah balik kan. so misi mencari manusia-manusia-yang-tak-mahu-balik-bercuti perlu diteruskan. so aku radhi, zana & bf pun keluar melayan the book of Eli. ok lah cerita tu. aku bagi 6/10. plot dia lembab sangat. sampai nak tertidur aku. -_-"

post-holiday day 4:
disebabkan terlalu enjoy aku pon tak berjaya nak siapkan folio surgery *clapclap* maka aku stay lagi kat melaka. harapannya petang ni dapat la settlekan everything then balik.

anyways, iphone daku mengong lagiii T____T
~~tunggu encik boyfie belanja BB la after this~~ *ok jangan berangan*

esok aku bakal memulakan cuti yang betul-betul punya cuti. kalau ada fulus boleh pegi membazir betulkan iphone ni lagi -__-"

tq for reading!

Thank You Allah

2010-03-08T10:23:00.002+08:00

Original Release Date: October 30, 2009
Label: Awakening Worldwide Ltd.
Copyright: 2009 Awakening Worldwide Ltd.
Total Length: 1:09:33
Language: English | Arabic
Genre: RnB | Soul | Islamic Music
Format: MP3
Bitrate: 192kbps

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