Tuesday, November 23, 2010

masyaAllah.

kalau semua perasan lately in november (through out the whole month) bulan nampak sangat-sangatlah cantik. FULL MOON! auuuuuuuu *sound coming from werewolf -.-

semalam try utk capture full moon tersebut. but since takde camera. i mean adalah camera but not really a camera - camera phone. ok fine sedey bukan.

so nak dijadikan cerita, try la capture *tengah drive ok time ni* yang dapat di capture adalah lampu-lampu jalan dan kereta. -.-" hampeh.

nanti aku upload gambar tu sebab masih ada dalam phone.

Friday, November 19, 2010

mind the language.

i hate the fact that most of the time i forget things easily. i can't remember my own tumblr's password when i was excited to upload some photos i edited. *sucks isn't it?*

don't ask me who borrowed my books, my hard disk, my money - its not like i don't fucking care. it just that i forgot most of the times. and don't even try to ask me to remember your phone numbers, birth dates or even your name, your friend's name, your maiden's name - i can't remember.

am i sort of developing Alzheimer in my 20s? omg. but i think so.

i think 80% of my brain cells were dead. 10% i use for remembering every-odd-things-people-usually-doesn't-give-a-fuck.

10% are supposed for the recent memories which i think i lost it somewhere, or i think might be stolen by an alien or something.

aaah.

i just need some brand new brain cells.

any-einstein's-brain out there who is too kind for brain cells donation?

195-

euw buruknya blog ni. bersawang. dengan iklan2 spam. haishhh. hidup teramatlah busy. exam. RAYA. exam lagi. RAYA lagi. so nampak tak kebusyan tu? busy sungguh bukan?

btw. dah lebih sebulan afiq pergi mekah untuk tunaikan haji. sekarang ni mak aku kata, dah waktu orang bermalam di mina, lontar jamrah. aku macam tak dapat bayang sangat macam mana keadaan nya *cetek nya ilmu aku :(* but selalu tengok dalam tv and tanya pada papa dan mama.

semua org dalam family aku dah pegi buat umrah. aku? belum ada rezeki lagi. aku tanya mama if boleh tak nak daftar haji. mama kata, boleh. tapi mesti ada muhrim. so sekarang if kakak and abg ipar aku daftar haji, aku plan nak ikut daftar sekali. di panggil atau tidak, tu kan rezeki. doa-doa dapatlah aku jadi tetamu Allah nanti.

hari raya haji tahun ni sama macam raya-raya haji tahun lepas. memandangkan aku budak johor, kami taklah sambut raya haji semeriah mana. setakat makan lodeh pagi, then tengok orang qurban. tu je lah. but still, good to be back home masa raya.

aku rasa aku ada depression. anhedonia sepanjang zaman. haishh. sorry. aku patut delete blog ni -.-